Why do you think we question every little thing that we do? How come we cant belive in our own abbilities and turst what is really deep down in your heart?
Why do we dwell and stew over stupid things that really should just come naturally and easy?
I regulally drive my self insaine doing stuff like this. I lay awake in bed at night and kicking my self up for shit that really should be normal every day stuff...
MAN why do we do this to our selves?

I really wish some times ... in a work of a very good friend "JUST GET OVER IT "

AH shit I hate it when I have moments like this ... to man bloody late nights I think LMAO

IN a state on canon sadness

OHHH NO i am in a case of canon sadness..
what is a girl to do
My canon DIGI slr is sad
very sad
It has a LOOSE flap ... (I can here wendy PISSING her self laughing here )
And my Photography course starts in a week
the little mirror insite my cam is loose and flapping about ... and although it still take pics I am to scared to use it
so tommorrow I need to take it to the drs
it needs a service
But I better get it back soon
It has been the best camera ... I have so many great shots out of it ... So now its my time to look after it ...
sob sob sob
MR Micheal's make my camera better soon

rach

NOT HAPPY SAID PAM

OK
Now PAM
here you go another post for the day ..
after much nagging
here is another post ... PAMMY just for you
Pam was complaining the other night that I never Update my blog... so here you go ... 4 times in one night
I have done a bit of scrapping latley
2 of which I need to scan





















Katy and Me... this is a song we used to sing every tme we went out... this chick totally rocked




















Me... Pic taken by Pam




















Yeah Just one I did of me in one of my reflective moments
Pic take By Jodii




















taken by the talented Ryder

so thats it for me tonight
sweet dreams all ..
I have SOME emails to respond 2

rxooxx

SOME People Just rock

I just wanna say ... I have some people in my life that just rock .
these people are there to laugh with ...
There to cry with
there to be mind blowingly stuipid with (if thats a word )
we lift each other up when we are down
we seam to push each other to move outta our comfort zones... even when we dont want to!! ...
these People just seam to stand by me no matter what ... they do things that make me think I might just be able to aim a little higher ... and belive in my self a bit more
I totally Lov you dearly ...
with out you My life wouldnt be what it is and I wouldnt even be able to think some things just might one day be possible

rxoxox

NUDEIST Trampolining

OK
Just chatting to raylene tonight and she put me onto this
http://www.nudisttrampolining.com/

WHAT A PISSER

gotta have a turn guys
Rach

something a little cute

I am helping one of my friends Hubby out at the moment looking after their son at nights while she is over seas and he is on night shift. The first time looked after little J was last thursday and he slept the whole time I was there.

I got up in the morning and he was sitting on his bed as I walked down the hall and He look at me and said ... OHHHH I didnt know ues was gonna be here... and ran down to see me ..,..
then he went and woke his dad and said to him I didnt know she was gonna be here J ... was very Cute and then after I was ready he came and said to me ... did U know M and R are on a big holiday ... I said Yeah I did ... He goes they will be back soon ... The I said to him can I have a hug ... and he goes... OHHHH I fort Ues were never gonna ask ... and after I had give him a hug I said MAN U give the best ever hugs and he goes he what about my brither .. he gives good ones 2 . I said OH rylee dosnt give me Hugs ... and He goes OHHH well we better fix that .. OMG I was Laughing my head off.

OHHH this kid makes me laugh
Looking after him tommorrow
and I cant wait .. Lov this kid to Bits
OOHHHH
and One other thing he said to me the other morning was
NEXT time U tome ova ... I am gonna give you .... an extreame make over... you BUuuuDIFUL fing...

DONT ya Just Lov it

I need to share something

I need to share something that happened to me last week.
Something which I am still trying to figure out sorta why.
Many of U know I have chopped and changed jobs a bit out the past few months and I have just been made full time at work and I have had issues co-ordinating loan payments and changing to monthly wages. So when I got a confirmation asking for payment for a course I have wanted to do since my friend Pam did it a year ago I was disappointed that I couldn’t do it this time around ... But hey shit happens right... I told Pam about it ... and thought No more of it...

Then last week after a BLAH day at work I came home and there was a card on the counter.. and I recognised the writing... I opened it and out fell a copy of the enrolment form for the MCC and it had been paid in Full .. OMG Girls I cant believe U guys...

HONESTLY thank U from the bottom of my heart...
PAM, KATHY, CLIARE SUE,JENNI ANNE-MARIE,LYN, WENDY AND METTE
OMG girls
I am still totally overwhelmed by all of your generosity

I got my COMF email last night from the MCC and I am Just ecstatic to be doing this ... Not only am I doing this to help me with my knowledge on how to use My camera But I am going into a new environment with new people who I don’t know .. And new challenges along the way.. And U know what I can’t wait for all of it

I lov U all so much
and thanks again
And Pam thanks for putting so much effort into organising this for me

R xoxox

3 girls and a lttle guy in the city

One night a few weeks ago I met up with Pam, Jodii and Ryder in the city. Can U just imagine it . We all had our cameras, and Melbourne put on the perfect wheather for us. Well we were all snap happy.. I reckon between us we would have taken over 500 pics. The idea of the night was to learn how to use our manual settings on our camera at night. I think we all learnt alot that night.
Here is a picture Ryder took of the 3 of us. Boy does this kid know how to hold a camera properly. Not only has he help the camera still, we were all perfectly centered in the shot and it was in manual mode. Go Ryder ... I can see you are following in your mums foot steps.

Thanks Guys for an ace night, I learnt so much off you both!!