K how did I go

Well
I walked and and dragged my feet all around F/gate ... I cracked the biggest shit
I had Numerous text messages to my friend having a sooky la la about what I was doing ... then.. MY knight in shining armour turned up

JENNI ... I LOV YA BABE

there she was ... waiting for her daughter in front of the changing room when I walked out
I Poured it all out to Jen ... the fact I was nearly balling my eyes out in the it was so good to see her there

I had a big whinge about it all and she TOTALLY agree with me ... and the lack of being able to find anything decent it Normal size clothes ... let a lone larger sizes ..then she said to me
Go down to chain reaction and have a look there ... they go to a 24.....

so off I went ...
and ... I found 4 NICE tops... and I am sure I could have found some other stuff if I would have had the cash

I was so excited
was way cool
and U know what ... One of them was a Medium ... woooooo hooooo

thanks for all your comments .... makes me feel that's Its not just me.... and my attitude towards clothes shopping

rxoxox